Fear of Being Ordinary

I’ve always been a huge dreamer. I always used to daydream whenever or wherever and as I got older I’ve realized you can turn those dreams into reality, but it won’t be easy. To be honest, I have to thank social media for this one because I love following other bloggers or motivation pages that show me with hard work and a lot of passion you can do anything. Everyone has different paths and different dreams, but it is about what path fits you the most and sometimes you are going to experience rejection and that just means that this path wasn’t for you. But that doesn’t mean you should give up, you just need to find another way to succeed.

In the world we live in today, you can literally be anything you want. I know for a fact that I don’t want to live just an ordinary life. I want to live a crazy one, full of laughter and smiles and probably some tears on the way. But, don’t forget the journey is just as important as the destination. Even though, we just want to rush and rush to achieve our goals, we can’t forget about how important the journey is also. I want to be the old woman about to take her last breath saying “I lived the best life I could have ever wanted.” I don’t want to ever think about the What Ifs.

This semester is my last semester at my two year school’ even though I have been going there for four years now. I am already set back because I changed my semester two semester in a different major and I finally changed it to something that fit me more, Communications. I did’t know what I wanted to do with my life for a while and people just kept recommending me fields and I just took whatever trying to make other people happy instead of myself. But, finally I noticed I wasn’t happy and changed it and am taking classes I love so much. I knew that I wanted to keep blogging and making videos after college, but I didn’t know what direction to go into and I think I finally figured it out.

To be honest, I am so nervous and excited about the decision I made. My parents are also very realistic with me and I got even more excited when they both said I should do it and it would be a great thing for me.

So I planned on not continuing college in the Fall. Maybe I’ll go back, maybe I won’t. I’m really just taking it day by day. For now, my plan is to work like crazy and try to pick up more hours and bank money. I am watching my expenses until next Spring, which is very hard for me when I love fashion, starbucks and target. Next Spring, I am going to hop in my car and hit the West Coast. I’ll be blogging and filming all my memories and travels. I’d like to hit California, Utah, Washington and Colorado. Which I’m so excited about. I’ve always wanted to travel to the West and check everything out. I’m excited to be sharing all my memories and experiences with you guys! I’m a total believer of experiencing things before going full force into it. If I feel like I should know more and educate myself more I will go back to school, but I will only know if I experience it.

But for now, I’ll be working my butt off to work and watch my expenses.Β I’m excited for my next journey and hope you guys come along with me.

Don’t forget to never up + keep on dreaming.

XOXO Devan

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